Sunday, April 3, 2011

Ente Manassile Vedanakalkku Samsarikkan Kazhiyathathu Vare Ninakku Enneyum Ente Snehatheyum Thirichariyan Kazhiyilla......,,

പുകക്കറ പതിഞ്ഞ ഓര്‍മകളും, ചിന്നിച്ചിതറിയ ഹൃദയവും, മരവിച്ച ചിന്തകളുമാണെന്റെ സ്വത്ത്...എന്നിലെ അസ്വസ്ഥതയെ ചിക്കിചികയുകയാണ് നിന്‍റെ വാക്കുകള്‍,      എന്നിലെ അസ്വസ്ഥതയെ ചിക്കിചികയുകയാണ് നിന്‍റെ വാക്കുകള്‍,  നിന്‍റെ സ്വപ്നങ്ങളുടെ തിളക്കം എന്റെ ഞരമ്പ്‌കളെ  അലട്ടുന്നു,എന്റെ ആത്മാവും, ചിന്തകളും മൌനത്തെ പ്രണയിക്കുന്നു, നിനക്ക് മുന്‍പില്‍ പൂവുകള്‍ വിരിച്ച പാതയുണ്ട്,അത് നിന്നെ.... നിന്‍റെ സ്വപ്നങ്ങളുടെ കൊട്ടാരത്തിലേക്ക് നയിക്കുംഞാന്‍  എന്റെ വേദനകളില്‍... നഷ്ടങ്ങളില്‍..... തലവച്ചുറങ്ങട്ടെ,നിനക്കായി ഇനി  എന്റെ സ്നേഹം അവശേഷിക്കുന്നില്ല....!

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  2. Allahuvinte Naamathil.
    njan ente manasu thurannotte...

    Ethu vaikumpol ne chirikaruth, karanam ethile oroo vakum entte kannuneer thulikalanu.

    2009 feb maasathinte pakuthi ayathodu koodi anu ente jeevithathil aval kadanu vannathu.( njan jeevithathil ettaum kooduthal snehicha,jeevithathil
    eniku kitaunathilum appuran eniku sneham thanna aval, avalude snehathe kurichu paranjo ezhuthiyo theerkan enikariyila.orkumpol thenne ente kanneer
    thullikale adakan eniku sadhikunila)
    engane oke ezhuthan eniku ariyilla.njan try cheythitila.oru pakshe ene engane ezhuthan prerithamakiyathu avalude sneham njan epalokeyo
    thotarinjathu kondakam..

    entte poraymakal allangil ente arivillaymakal ente vishamangalum ente vedhanakalumanu,
    kurachu nal munpu vare njan tholviye ishtapetirunila ennal njan epol tholviye snehikunnu,
    ente sneham eniku prakadipikan ariyilairunnu,
    pala sannarbangalilum njan sooshmatha ullavan ayirunilla,
    pala nimishangalilum njan dayalu ayirunila,
    Ente kazhchapadukal ente numbarangalai,
    ahangaram eniku thannathu nashtangalude koombaramairunnu,
    eduthu chattam ente theeeradukkangalaanu,
    munkopam ente arivilayma ayirunnu,
    Anusarana illayma ente nashtangalakunu,
    entte pidivashikal entte ettaum valiya theera dukkamai kazhinju,
    (ente poraymakale orthu njan thanne puchathode thala thazhthunnu)


    Onnu matram, Entte vashikaleyum, ahangaratheyum,arivilaymayeyum,eduthu chatatheyum njan verukunu,shapikunu....

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  3. Nashtapedalukale orthu njan karanjitilairikkam.Ennal eppol njan Nashtapetathine Orthu njan karayunnu..
    Njan enthe Sneham kanikan allangil athu prakadipikan marannupooi,Snehathinte ullilekulla Aazham njan epol kaanunu, Parasparam snehikunavarodu eniku one parayan ullu
    athmarthamai snehikumpol athu prakadamakanam...
    Kaaranam kay vitu pokunna sneham maranabhethiyekal bheekaratha anu.

    Yahoo chating eniku jeevithathil oru time pass ayirunnu..athil njan santhosham kondirunnu,paatu padiyum,cheetha vakukal upayogichum,orupaadu friendsine undakium
    pinne epolekeyo chating eniku branth ayi mari,chatinginu njan theerthum addict marikonde irunnu..oru day polum eniku chat cheyathirikan kazhiyathe ayii
    Angane irike alina entee chat lifil kadanu vannu..adyam nalla chater ayii, kure divasam kazhinjapol nala oru friend ayi,adikam thamasikathe,oru lover ayi
    sherikum nalla sathosham ayirunnu,angane kure nal angane kadanu pooi...njan avalumai valare kurachu matrame voicil samsarichitulu..sherikum parasparam samsarikunathu
    kondakam njan orupaadu viswasichu poya vakthi ayirunnu...enthu nadanalum annanu thanne avalodu njan paranjirunnu..
    Enganeokke parasparam snehikumpol ellam thurannu parayanam..athu enthayalum olipikan padilla. aa samayathu enikundairuna friendsine ellam avalku njan parijayapeduthi.
    enthinanu namamle orupadu snehikunavarodu nammal pala karyangalum marakunath..entee ella kallatharangalum njan avalodu parayumairunnu aa samayathulla cheriya
    cheriya chutikalikal athellam aval aswadichirunnu, shifanaumai njan adukunathu avalku ishtamilairunnu.athokondu thanne shifanaye njan ozhivaki. aa samayathanu tessy
    kadanu vannathu, tessy nalla oru friend ayi,ee karyamellam njan aleenayodu abhiprayam chodikumairunnu..karanam aleena ayirunu ente vazhikatti.tessyku avasyam oru
    protectore ayirunnu tessy yude jeevitha prashnangalku naduvil oru dairyam kodukuna vakthiye ayirunu tessyku avasyam...athu aval thuranu paranjathukondakam
    njan tessyodu kooduthal aduthath,pinnedu athu love ayi mariyirunnu,kure adikam tessy enne snehichu..enne viswasichu..pinne evide okeyo eniku thetu patti
    athukondakan tessy enne veruthathu..but koode ninna kaalam aval entethu matramairuu..athokondu thanne njan orikalum tessy ye kutapeduthilla..but
    enthanu patiyathu ennu ariyilla 2 perum orumichu edutha theerumanam ayirunnu 2 perudeyum verpiriyal..ennalum koode ninakalam nammal orupadu snehichu
    orupadu santhoshichu,orupadu avswasam pakarnu thannu.eppol tessyude manasil njanilla, ente manasil tessyumilla..athangane peythu maari....oru karyam eniku urapanu
    njan tessyye chadichitila ,tessy enneyum 2perum orumichedutha theerumanangal...
    eppol enikarodum deshyamila..arodum pabhavavmilla..parathiyumilla

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  4. thakkunodu njan karanju kalu pidichu paranju thakku nammude blog ne deleat akalle ennu..thakku athu kettilla,athu deleat cheythu...njan karanju paranjirunnu
    njan enthu shiksha venelum ettedukamenu paranju,onnum enthe entte thakku chevi kondilla..thakunu engane etra koora akan kazhinju,eniku alochitu kitunilla,
    karanam entte thakkunu vedhanipikan ariyilla aval ellareyum snehichite ullu avalude jeevanekal jeevanayi enne snehichitum,njan paranja karyam enthe
    thakku ketilla,ente kanil ninnu kanner varunilla,,jeevithathil entho karadu periyapole thonnunu, eniku thakkuvinodulla snehamoo,nashtagalo eniku thurannu
    parayan eppol eniku arumilla.njan theerthum ekanai nilkuna samayam,eniku vishamam thonunilla ,eniku karayanum thonunilla karanam ente thakuvine njan atrakum
    vishamipichathu kondakam thakku angane cheythathu..njan athu arhikkunu..eniku thakunoodu parathi illa,paribhavam illa..thakku alle cheythathu kuzhapamilla
    ennodu thakuvinu enthum cheyan ulla freedome undu, ennodalle engane thakunu cheyyan pattullu....engilum
    ente ullile thengalukalum ,vingalukalum kaanan ninaku kazhiyunille thakku...sherikum njan thakunte blog vaikan thudangiyitu 3 day matrame ayullu..
    njan munpu enthe thakkunte ee blog vaayichu but annu athinte azham eniku manasilakan kazhinjirunilla..but eppol eniku vaikathe thanne athile orroo varikalum
    ariyam athil snehathinte aazham njan manasilakkunuu,ellam entte abathangalanu...njan thanne ente snehathe nashipichu eppolo njan thanne
    manasil vingunnuu,ente manasinodai oru chodiyamm enthey nee neruthe ethonum kaanathirunnathu....utharamila chodyam..manasil soonyatha....
    entte thakunte sneham eniku ariyan njan vykiyathanoo..atho njan athu kaanathathupole nadichathanoo?athonumalla....
    njan ente thakkune annum,innum,ennum orupaadu snehikunnuu,aa sneham eniku kanikan marannupoya parama viddi anu njan eppol....
    njan entte manasineyum ,kazhchapadukaleyum,entte chidhakaleyum vallathe verukkunnuu...njan enne thanne verukan thudangiya ratri ayi kazhinju...
    manasile dugangal njan eni arodu parayum,njan onnu vishamichal athu manasilakunna thakku eppol ente koode illa..engane illathaii?
    eniku athinu marupadi parayan kazhiyunilla,,,ente mugam thanne nokiyal ellavarkum manasilakum eniku parayan ullath.

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  5. ennum njettunna athe njetalode njan unarnnu..chinda muzhuvan thakkune orthu,entte manasu oru pakshe maravichittundakam..ennalum njan cheytha thettukal njan
    entte thakkunodu ettu paranju ..enne ettaum kooduthal ente manasu oru nimisham nishchalamai karanam njan entte thetukal ettu parayan pukunathinu munne ente thakuvinte vayil ninnu
    veeenu njan ellam shemichu ninte koode undu ennu,sherikum njan thala thazhthi entte thakunte munnil kumbittu pooi..etraum nalla manasinu udama aya thakune anello njan etra vedhanipichathu
    njan jeevitham kanda ettaum valiya snehathinte udama,entte matram thakku..njan entte thakkune angel aayi kananunnu alla aval angel thanne...areyum drohikan kazhiyatha
    manasinu udamayaaaya entte thakkunu entte hridhayathil ninnulla thengalum ,vingalumode njan parayunnu ennodu ellathinum porukanamee..
    ella prarthanayilum ente manasilum ore oru vakku entte thakuvine enileku adupikaname...allahu ethellam kanunnudallo allahu entte kanner kanathirikkilla..allahu ettaum valiyavan,
    avane njan sthudikkunnu...
    allahu eniku thakkuviloode eniku palathum kanichu thannuu...athil njan allahuvinodu veendum veendum sthudikunnu...njan viswasikuna ortharudeyum manasile,ullirippu
    thakku eniku kanichu thannu,engane ekke sambhavikum ennu ente manasu neruthe ente kathil mantrikumairunnu,athu kondanallo njan entte chadiyanaya ente suhruth arjunodu
    njan ellam marachu vechathu.athu ethayalum nannai avante vrithiketa manasu eniku vayikan kazhinjallo..eniku athil yadhoru vishamam illa ,
    eniku ettaum ishtamilatha oru karyam eppozhum enne alattunnu...aa neejan ente thakkunte voice record cheythu..njan athu ishtapedunilla,ente thakkunte shabdham avan kelkan
    njan agrahikunilla, manasil enthu vijarichitaumo avan ente thakunte shabdam kelkuka...athu kondakam palapozhum thaku samsarichapol njan record off cheyyan shadichathu.
    pinneyum avante vayil ninnu varunna enne kurichula thetukal entte thakku ketondu nilkumpol eniku edayil keran thoniyilla...eppol njan thakunodu kelkanda enu paranjal
    thakkunte manasu pineedu alochikum oru paadu thetukal njan cheyunundu ennu athu kondu thanne anu njan arjun samsarichapol edaku kayaraanjathu
    avanu parayanullathellam avan ente thakunodu parayattee...pala karyangalum valachodichu thetidaripichu enne ente thakuvil ninum verupikan nokiya arjunodu
    eniku oru chodiyam ? enthinayirunnu arjun engane okke ?ne enthanu agrahikunathu ?

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  6. allahu ennte manasu thakuvine epolo katiyathu kondakam thakku enne thiricharinju,ennitum aval ennodu shemmichu ennile niramarna bavyatha manasilakan
    avalku kazhiyunilla,allangil thanne njan athu agrahichu koodaa,...... ellam ente thanne thettu...
    thakkuvinu thakuvil ninnu thakuvine akattan kanda aa theerumanathe thakku sapikunilairikkam,karanam aval ente nanma agrahichathu kondanallo angane cheythathu..
    engilum thakku ennodu ne enthinu engane cheythu ? nee paranjal njan anusarikunavan ayirunille ? atho ninaku enne mathi ayennu ninaku epolengilum thoniyoo ?
    atho njan ninaku epolengilum oru shalyamakumenu ne karuthiyoo? engane cheyandairunnu ente thakku.....
    eniku etaum kooduthal verupu varan karanamaya karyangalanu ne enne theti dharipichathuu...athu karanam njan hridhayamilathavane pole perumari..
    eetaum kooduthal eniku desyamundayathu ente shalumole kurichu vrithidu paranjapol matramairunnu..athu eniku sahikan kazhinjilla,athu ente manasu drinapeduthi,
    pinne 2 year ente koode ninuu avane shehichu allangil avanodu kazhinju ennu ketapol ente manasu nishlamai, njan njaaanallathai maripoya nimisham,
    theerthum ente manasil oru sheythante manobhavam athukondanallo ente thakuvine kurichu njan angane paranjathu....njan enthe thaku angane ayi poi..
    eppol eniku karayan kannuneer illa vedhanikan manasumilla.......chadanju kidakuna shareerathine neeettal matram..............

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  7. Njan Ekanai niklunathu nee kandille ? athava ne kandilannu nadichuvoo? Entte orupadu vakkukal ninte hridayathil muruvundakiyathu kondam..
    njan agrahichapole ente kay pidichu nadakkan eni ninaku kazhiyilla, entee jeevithathile ella prakashaum anaju,njan veedum iruttilekku azhnu pokunnu,
    prakashathinte velichan eniku epol kanan kazhiyunnilla, ente manasu epol iruttil jeevikunathu kondakam
    njan enthe ninne padikan marannu pooi,eninte vaakkukal palapozhum eniku kuttikali ayi thoniyirikkam,allangil njan athinte arthangal manasilakan njan shramichialairikkam
    pakshe eppol njan ellam manasilakunnu nee chidikunathum parayunathum njan eppol manasilakunnu..nintee shasathil ninnu varunna oorooo vaakkukalum njan epol manathariyunnu
    jeevikan maranu poya njan enthe eppol ethellam orthu dukikkunuu...
    eppol njan entte ella sanjara pathayilum njan ninne kanunnu, entte oroo shasathil vare njan ninne aliyikkunuu,ellam entte agrahangal ayirikam...eni oru pakshe
    jeevithathilum ente maranathilum nee eniku vendi karayilairikam allangil nee enne agrahikilairikkkam,njan engane ente thetine njayeekarikum...
    palapozhum njan nyayeekarikan sramichathu oru pakshe nee kayvitu pokum enna pedi kondakamm...eppo njan onnum agrahikunilla..kaaranam ennne etramaatram snehicha entte
    thakkune njan patikan agrahikunilla..athukondakan njan ellam avalodu thuranu paranjathu....sathyam athu etra kaypulathanegilum thurannu parayan allahu
    enne preripichuu...ella sathyangalum njan angane thurannu paranju...eppolo eniku nashtangal matram....ee nashtangalil njan swanthanikunnuu...karanam
    ee nashtangale etra avwasam tharanamengil avalude sneham etramaaatram njan aswadichirunnu...eni njan evide pookum...eniku pokan oru sthalaum njan kanunilla..
    eekanai njan peru vazhiyil nilkunnu...ni varumo ennenikariyilla....engilum njan ee yatrayill ottakkaipoi....

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  8. Njan adyamayanu etrayum divasam thakkunodu mindathirikunath,innu 6 divasam,sherikkum ee 6 divasam njan marichu jeevicha divasangal ayirunnu..eniku athu evide engane
    ezhuthanamenu ariyilla...njan enthinanu thakune etra snehikunathu ?aval enthe ente sneham kandila ? atho kandilanu nadikuvano? atho avalude manasil njan illayo ? oru
    pakshe ilairikkam..karanam njan pry cheytha dinangalilonum aval enne vilichila oru mesege polum cheythilla..aa dinangalil enne thakku orthukanilairikkam,kuzhapamila,
    thakku alle bussy ayathairikkam,kalyana thiraku ,vilichondu pokal ellam koodi samayam kiti kanilla atha....
    njan ente manasine engane niyandrichirikunu ennu eniku manasilakunila ,karanam thakunodu samsarikatha divasangal eniku narakathekalum kooduthal vishamangal
    tharunna dinangal ayirunnu...njan avale atramatram snehikunnu...eni enthoke njan paranjalum cheythalum...aval illathe eniku jeevikan kazhiyilla..avalude manasul njan
    undakumo entho athonum ariyilla...engilum njan ente jeevithavasanam vare kathirikumm..ninaku vendii

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